pregnancy life

I don't remember pregnancy being so tough... painful body parts, brainless, sluggish, slow, tired, can't move, can't think, can't remember anything... on and on. 

Just getting my thoughts together takes a lot of work for me right now.. it feels ridiculous for someone who is such a thinker like myself.  Is this what old age is like?

I feel like my life is out of control but my brain doesn't care to think about it, my body can hardy move right, work is still crappy but I can't really think about it, it takes 1/2 the day to pass to get a shower in, exercise desires are at a minimum, but for some reason the ice cream keeps my attention and is always calling my name... (I'm going to try really hard to NOT eat any ice cream today).

I think my house is sucking me in..  I need to get out but don't have the physical or brain ability to proactively do so.  And even when I do go out or someone comes here.. I have to hope my back doesn't quit working for me or that I can keep the children in check or get my brain to keep working to accomplish any kind of conversation without getting too distracted. 

I think life is just a fog right now.

But I am at 29 weeks of pregnancy.  Less than 3 months to go.  Then a bright little bundle of joy to keep me up all night : ) So the fog will continue.. for a few months anyways.

I know it will totally be worth it, about a year from now, but for now.. pregnancy can be tough.

The last two weeks, I have been so glad that Wendell is in full day preschool... for his and my own sanity.  : )

Well, my brain is spent, enough thoughts for now.  Hope all is well.. there are many good things going on here too but my brain can't process it all at once..  maybe this weekend I can get some fun pictures posted.