Such an innocent and honest question, that I know you want to know the answer, especially us stay at home moms who really can have moment to moment days. But lately, I have found that I ask myself that often during the day and I sit and think about, how is it going? Now for most people, this might be a good time to reflect but lately I find that I'm analyzing, how is my day going? I feel like I'm looking for reasons to declare it a bad day. In fact.. unless I think of something positive and good then I feel depressed about my day even though nothing really bad has happened. Now, I think this is getting to the point of ridiculous analyzing so I want to change that.
Does anyone have this drama? (drama that really isn't there)
On another note, my analyzing alone is getting to be just a little bit chaotic. I used to work 40+ hours a week where all I did was tick things off my list. Now I still do that but in my quiet mind that is constantly running. Do I have racing thoughts? NO. Am I crazy? (snicker.. well, depends on who you ask). Am I isolated? Yes, as any stay at home mom is. But I do think God has given me this time as a stay at home mom to really think about things, especially my relationship with him.
Usually I am a positive person (and it is authentic) but this question, lately, had been a downer for me. So... does anyone else have these problems?
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